| it's weird because some things just don't phase me anymore. i don't know if it's my medication (having had the dose changed) that's standing between my thoughts and my feelings,what's real and what's not.at the best of times it can be difficult to distinguish between the two but now moreso.maybe it's temporary but it's like i'm numbed and there's this layer that's stopping me from the usual knee-jerk reaction i would give to certain situations, yet at the same time i'm aware that something is different.... | 
