the heart turns off and the head tunes in.
Posted 6th June 2008 at 10:51pm by empty_inbetween
I am numb.
I can feel physical things. I can feel that as i sit on my bed with the window open, that i myself, are warm but there is a cool breeze. I can feel it on my skin. I'm suddenly very aware of how it feels, to say, rub my hands together, so finely tuned as some kind of substitue for being unable to feel much emotionally or recognise emotions.
I came out of the bath tonight and my hands felt and looked old. Old before their time.
Now, only if things could reverse the way post-bath hands do.
I can feel physical things. I can feel that as i sit on my bed with the window open, that i myself, are warm but there is a cool breeze. I can feel it on my skin. I'm suddenly very aware of how it feels, to say, rub my hands together, so finely tuned as some kind of substitue for being unable to feel much emotionally or recognise emotions.
I came out of the bath tonight and my hands felt and looked old. Old before their time.
Now, only if things could reverse the way post-bath hands do.
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