Fever Dreams....

Last night didnt exist for me, felt absolutly shattered all day and resolved to have an hour or two's kip at around about 6 so i wouldnt fall asleep when i went out that night. Slept through until 7:30am the next morning when im awoken for work by my mother dear. I was actualy drenched in sweat and my every muscle ached but i put it that down to too much sleep and it being a warm night as i always feel crappy when i get too much sleep. Now the fact my mind was completely out of whack i put down to the freaky dreams i had had during the night (which i have now realised were probably fever dreams). Dreams featuring arrays of ex's in both good and bad ways, playing various parts in movies scenes, time speeding up and slowing down (but it all seeming perfectly normal at the time), the undead, the Decepticons (?), people including myself dieing in a variety of ways, huge castles and festivals and other stuff i have thankfully forgotten. Also all the elements i mentioned above were all mixed together randomly. For the first few seconds after waking up when i moved my head i could see slight trails and the... whats the best way to describe it...'framerate' didnt seem quite right so i assume that was my dream leaking into the world as it was during one of the time-slowed segments that i awoke. Could hardly think straight, but make it to work before i realise im pretty ill. The day passes in a malaise, and here i am, a little more lucid but equaly fucked.

Weekend (or at least saturday) dedicated to recovery, which screws my plans somewhat, but what ya gonna do?

At the very least, its backs up my april fools day trick of telling one of my mates that my Leukemias came back and im dieing. Heh, good times.