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Work wise, things are going quite well. Still happy in my current job, tis a
good thing. I picked up everything rather fast which is always a good thing.
The people I work with are all pretty good, so the atmosphere here is a
happy one. Though my last job had great people, the atmosphere was always
bad, but that was done to the job itself I think.

In general I am not the happiest of people, but thats cause not too much is
going good for me. Money wise, well I don\'t think we need to go into that
one the now! Love life wise, my head is so all over the place! There is a
couple people I quite like, though the idea of me havin a chance with them
is so stoopid! I know that the ones I like at the moment are never going to
be anything other than friends. I know this is the way it is going to be,
just have to get my head to accept this. Though this is much easier said
than done!

Not really been upto much these day\'s due to a lack of cash. Still end up at
the Cat House most weekend\'s, though it is mainly due to boredom and the
free pass ofcourse. Been to see a few local gig\'s, which is always a good
thing. Went upto see Roz a couple of weeks ago, was good. Had dinner at
her\'s, she makes good Chicken Tikka Masala! Was good to hang out with her
again, not done it in a while. For Halloween I went to Esther\'s party
dressed as a zombie, was a good night (until I walked home in a VERY drunken
state!) I was dressed up like a zombie, twas fun! Though not as much fun as
the two lightsaber fights with Nathan out in the middle of the street! Was
much fun indeed! Ended up going bowling with Ruth, Semp, Tony, Lynn and
Vicky on Saturday, a good laugh was had. We were not that good at bowling,
but it was still lot\'s of fun. Besides me and Lynn whooped ass at the games
of pool! (okay we only played the one game, tis always best to retire at the
top) Ended up in O\'Henry\'s after bowling and pool for a drink, before
heading back to Ruth\'s with Semp for some drunkin cooking. That was a rather
good drunkin fried breakfast! I may have to try and get some more of them!

Been to see Overhaul at the Cat House and Rockers, man they are starting to
sound better! There new drummer Sam is fitting in real well. His drumming
skills are much better than the previous drummer. Also think Andy\'s vocal\'s
are starting to improve! They have got quite a few more gig\'s lined up, just
got to find out when. Always good to see them, plus tis always free (though
Andy usually end\'s up making dodgy names for me when he puts tickets behind
the till for me!) Also seen Mike\'s band Dyonisous, damn they be good! Really
enjoyed there stuff! Think I will be going to see them more!

Things with my mum are still not good, she\'s always wanting me to go over to
Erskine. When I do go over all she ever does is complain about things, tis
really something I don\'t need the now! Anytime I mention going out, all I
get is \'Well it\'s ok for some, I haven\'t left the house in quite a while!\' I
am getting close to losing it with her!

Got someone going crazy about me in another forum journal. After reading it,
I was going to PM her and try and sort thing\'s out. but I realised that I
don\'t really care what she thinks of me, so I never did bother. Use to be
that I would care that someone I liked was annoyed with me, but you know
what, there ain\'t no point. I ended it with her because I realised that she
was not the kind of person I wanted to go out with, not staying friends with
her is not something I consider a big loss. Harsh but true.