When your stomach hurts in pain, SCREAM MY NAME!

I feel so tired, more so than usual. I blame Sherriden from my work, she decided to phone me about 15 times during the night, purely because she was completely and utterly drunk. It's no wonder she never made it in to work today! She kept phoning me and saying thwe exact same thing "Awright Stan, am pure puggled oot ma heid! What you up to?" I think I said I was sleeping, then hung up on her. Ruined my sleep she did.

So I think I will do a basic update today, nice and simple...

Work be going good, for some reason am still liking my job. Next month will be two years that I have been in this job for. My last two previous jobs, I left just before the two year mark, so this will be the longest I have stayed in one job for. Thinking of maybe trying to get another job somewhere within ScottishPower/Dataserve-UK, all depends on what comes up on the job board I guess. Still learning a lot of new things in my current position, due to the new manager knowing more about the job than my previous manager did. Been given new tasks to do regarding the updating of meter jobs carried out by the engineers. May wait until I have learned everything I can on the HelpDesk before trying for another position.

Money wise, things are improving. The way I originally worked it out in my head, I would have had everything sorted out well over a year ago. In reality, this is not the case. To put it simply, I fucked up. Though I am confident that I will have things sorted out before the end of the year, maybe in a month and a half. In general things are ok, just sorting out a couple of wee things now. Once I have things sorted out, I can start about getting things I want, maybe even saving up to go away for a week next year. Tis been years since I went on holiday. Think the last one was my brothers weeding in Canada, that was about 4 years ago! Would be happy if I could even afford to go somewhere different for a weekend.

Love life wise, there is none. Bet you never seen that one coming…

Not been up to much lately. Been out to the cinema a few times, seen a few mates. But most of my time I have spent sitting in watching video’s. In general I have been feeling pretty shit about myself, though I have no idea why. Just felt really down, the thought of going out and seeing people (even good friends) just makes me want to hide under a blanket. I can not work out what is going on, wish I could. Trying to work through, feel better bout myself, though not sure it is working. Need to find a hobby to take up my spare time, give me something to do during the weekends. Got bowling this Saturday with Lorraine, looking forward to that. Other than that I have no plans. Not been going to the Cat House much, which is a change since I use to go every single week. Just been getting fed up with the place, each week seems to be the same. I wish there was cheap/free things to do in Glasgow!