Hatchets Swingin

It seems that no matter how much I think everything seems to be going smoothly, I am always wrong. It’s as if my mind enjoys playing tricks on me, it’s a right fucker!

I thought that it was safe, that those thoughts were no longer there, how wrong I was! It’s back, infact I don’t think it was ever truly gone. Just my mind playing tricks on me again. Now it seems worse than ever, just can’t get it out of my mind. Every time I try to focus on something else, BOOM! It’s right back in there pushing it’s way to the front of my thoughts. I honestly don’t know how long I will be able to put up with this before I am forced to do something about it. But then, maybe doing something about it is not the best course of action to take. There is a great chance that doing something about it will just make it a hundred times worse, and that ain’t ever a good thing!

Hopefully I will manage to get my thoughts under control, will just have to wait and see I guess…