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Last Girl

Posted 15th December 2003 at 9:17pm by Hevs

Last Girl

she is the one never rising, never falling
a constant limbo of emotions and times
her voice never reaches higher than a whisper,
but then again, never lower either

she is the one you pass daily on the street
beautiful in her own right
but probably never in yours

she is the one you\'ll forget today or tomorrow
never looking back, or giving her a second thought
but deep inside, you\'ll hold her...

Hevs

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Blind

Posted 15th December 2003 at 9:14pm by Hevs

you\'re still blind
an unopened book on the shelf...
because nobody cares about
your pages, thin and crisp
yes, you\'re an unread novel
you\'re still new
go,
and
hide your heart from the world
cover your spirit
your eyes, though open, refuse to see
cannot see
put on that warm cover
the dear mask of which
you\'ve grown fond
hide those blind eyes
from the world
and keep that book...

Hevs

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Christmas comes early for Mastercard

Posted 15th December 2003 at 5:55pm by Stu

Well, that\'s me done it... one quick call to the appropriate people at Clydesdale, giving them all the information their \'external agency\' couldn\'t get (must have a shitey trace department, whoever they are), so I now have no choice but to face up to this silly credit card bill. I felt like I was confessing or something. Still, it\'s not nearly as bad as I thought it was... £1800 isn\'t too bad, considering I thought it would be at least twice that, and I can easily cover that cost with my...

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From Myth To Laughter

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Self improvement is futile

Posted 15th December 2003 at 1:30pm by Stu

What a pointless weekend. I said myself the weekend beforehand that I\'d make the effort every weekend from now on to not be so damn lazy, to actually do something worthwhile, even if it means doing just a little bit of housework... falling into some serious bad habits again. Plus my sleeping pattern\'s all messed up again so I\'ve been trying to convince myself not to still be awake at 6am then sleep all day just because it\'s the weekend and I can, it\'s no good for me when it comes to trying...

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First ever journal and all that!!

Posted 15th December 2003 at 4:33am by Hevs

OK journal thing - yeah good I get to write shit down.

Got word yesterday that I got my old job back so pretty pleased about that cause my current job is doing my head in. Start next Monday.
Have a date on Tuesday night - nice but Im kinda thinking about someone else right now so cant really get too excited about that - although person I am thinking about doesnt want me thinking about them!!! And to keep the cycle of despair going I am being pursued by a guy I am not the...

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