Apart from the fact it was a bank holiday weekend and I was nowhere near a PC with an internet connection fast enough to be worth bothering with, I haven't been in the mood for this journal malarkey recently. I don't think I have anything interesting to say, I'm not really in the mood just now for sharing all my personal woes with the world (reading all these self-deprivating journals on the internet, it's a big fucking cheesy cliché), and I can't make a funny journal like Barlows because I'm not...

Stu

Ever get the feeling that everything (and I mean everything, not just one thing) is just about to spectacularly fall apart, in the worst possible fashion?

I've got that now.

Hmm...

Must swim now, before a shark bites by legs off. Damn sharks. I always did prefer the flying ones.

Stu

Went to stay at Janette's on Tuesday night, which was nice... if not a little depressing. I was thinking about how I won't need to make that journey up that stupid giant staircase anymore soon enough... which would be good, if it wasn't for the reasons I won't be going up them being worse than having to walk up all the staircases in the world.

Not too eventful a night, had dinner while the Simpsons was on, helped with the dishes, cut pictures of cars out of magazines (to help her...

Stu

... but the only thing that failed me, were the things that were meant to save me.

What a fucking horrible morning I'm having at work. Technically, there's not all that much to do, but the constant trivial annoyances of most of the monkeys who work here is really starting to get on me and my guy's nerves. Fucking stupid chud wank fuckheads, fuck off and learn how to fucking think.

I'm probably extra grouchy today because I'm so tired, that's what happens when you...

Stu

I should be working. I really should.

I was up really early on Saturday morning for no apparent reason, I just got out of bed not realising the time. My girl came over about lunchtime, we just spent the day hanging out together... we had to work hard on not getting upset, because lazy days together like that are now sadly limited. All the usual routine, it was nice... decided to phone in pizza and watch the CSI Miami/Law & Order double bill (two of Janette's favourite shows)...

Stu