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body >  | | i spent a week drinking the sunlight of winnetka, california
where they understand the weight of human hearts
you see sorrow gets too heavy and joy it tends to hold you
with the fear that it eventually departs.
and the truth is i've been dreaming of some tired tranquil place
where the weather won't get trapped inside my bones
and if all the years of searching find one sympathetic face
then its there i will plant these seeds and make my home
... | Nervous Energy | | Comments 0
 | | | Crushed.
Another day i sit alone and yearn for love, another minute scrapes by expanding the duration of this chasm of darkness i find myself in. Where is the light i need to guide me from this hole, a hand to hold... even a kind face upon which to look.
I dont even know if i have a heart inside this body anymore. It has been so long since i have felt the slightest pulse of emotion from its broken flesh. Where does salvation lie, how long will this desperation last...... | Nervous Energy | | | Comments 4
| | Posted 27th January 2003 at 12:20pm by Stu Well, I've finally done it... I've spent the morning going through this entire journal making every entry private. Every entry from now on will also be private.
Sorry to anyone using this journal as a source of entertainment, but that's not why I started writing it in the first place. I'm tired of my entire life these days being dictated by what I might have written here, I'm tired of having judgement passed on me because of what I write here, I'm just plain tired of talking about... | From Myth To Laughter | | | Comments 0
| | Posted 24th January 2003 at 10:02am by Stu Just when you think certain things can't get any worse... they all turn around and you come out top after all.
Seems like all my stressing out about what's going to happen from my 'get up everyone's noses' attitude here in the office the other day has actually paid off. I've had some apologies this morning, along with some positive words that when you put in the right order read something like this;
"Well done Stu, you were right all along."
... | From Myth To Laughter | | | Comments 1
| | Posted 23rd January 2003 at 4:23pm by Stu Fuck fuckity fuck fucking fuck.
No matter how much of an effort you make to avoid confrontation (I was advised by my personalised monthly Yahoo! horoscope to seriously avoid confrontation on the 23rd, not that I usually pay any attention to these stupid things), it always comes looking for you anyway.
You say to yourself every hogmany, this is going to be the year where it all falls into place, there's going to be nothing but good this year. Then it's problem after... | From Myth To Laughter | | | Comments 0
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