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christmas goodwill
Posted 6th December 2006 at 4:41pm by Rhythm Junkie
An old friend's husband got in touch today - just to say hey and wish me a merry christmas. Never thought I'd hear from him again. Mainly 'cos I never actually met him whilst they were married and only spoke to him once on the phone. And the fact that she'd been dead for 6 months.
Was kinda nice though, you know? He mentioned some things that made me think of the fun aspect of her, back when we were friends, rather than the fact that, before she left, we'd drifted so far apart I didn't even go to her leaving night (despite the fact we worked together).
Or the sadness that she's gone.
I still have visions of her skiting about a hospital down south, harrassing patients/families and doctors with her dirty sense of humour. I kinda like having that in the back of my head. It still knocks the wind outta me every time I remember she's not around anymore but I'm willing to put up with that to keep hold of the idea of her alive and being her usual mental self
Was kinda nice though, you know? He mentioned some things that made me think of the fun aspect of her, back when we were friends, rather than the fact that, before she left, we'd drifted so far apart I didn't even go to her leaving night (despite the fact we worked together).
Or the sadness that she's gone.
I still have visions of her skiting about a hospital down south, harrassing patients/families and doctors with her dirty sense of humour. I kinda like having that in the back of my head. It still knocks the wind outta me every time I remember she's not around anymore but I'm willing to put up with that to keep hold of the idea of her alive and being her usual mental self
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