Hmm ...

... I feel odd today. You know that weird feeling of impending dread you get in the pit of your stomache, for no disernable reason? Got that right now. I am not enjoying it. Plus I can't figure out where it's coming from? There's no reason for it that I can think of. I almost had a panic attack on the bus this morning. What's that about?? I've never had a panic attack in my life. Half of my brain was screaming at me that it couldn't breathe despite the fact that I was quite clearly breathing perfectly well. Luckily the sensible half of my brain was saying "you're breathing fine you complete drama queen, quit it and behave!". Bizarre.

Went out Friday night with Big Dave and his mate Paul (who later told me I was "really cool for a girl"). Nice relaxed evening - and there was Corona and you gotta love that.

Went through to Edinburgh Saturday night and met up with Al and Coralea. Had an excellent excellent evening with two of my favourite people. Went to a coupla old-man pubs (I was drinking ginger ale), ate chocolate and just chatted about life in all its many interesting variables - throroughly beautiful evening. Damn Edinburgh is cold though - stupid hills and wind. Am gonna go back through before I leave and they're gonna take me to 'Monster Mash'. I LOVE mash potato - my all-time favourite food!!! So excited (so sad).

My inkage is looking good and healing nicely so it's all good

A girl I haven't spoken to in ages got in touch via myspace (which I may or may not have mentioned in a previous post - cant remember and cant be arsed checking) but I logged in the other day and she'd sent me a huge apology. So weird cos, in the whole time I knew her, she NEVER apologised. For anything. Ever. Is it bad that Im suspicious?

P.s - if anyone's got boxes going spare I'd be very grateful of them