I feel blue ...

... and I can't fully pinpoint why. Life is alrite. Work people are kinda getting to me a little though. Never met such a bunch of whiney fucks in my life!!! Its like "deal wi it, get over it or quit, just stop bugging me". So much bitching - I forgot how much bitching there could be. Its ridiculous from grown men and women. And it's so very very wearying.

Boys alright after our stupid fight. Seems to have calmed down on that front. Having to go meet his bruv/wife/baby unit in Essex this week. I hate doing the family thing - im crap at it. If only I could date an orphan my life would be complete.

Nailbrushes do not work. I spent 20mins yesterday trying to get soil out from under my nails wi the sodding thing but to no avail. Got more soil under there today (pea/carrot/rhubarb planting) and it aint coming out neither. I wouldn't bother only one of my pet hates happens to be dirty fingernails. Aaarrggghhh!!!!!! Stupid soiley profession.

Think Ill have chinese for tea this evening.